Whew... I know I don't often post about my personal ramblings, but these past few weeks have been a whirlwind of emotions. I don't know why but somehow I always get like this towards the end/beginning of a new semester, that overwhelming feeling of self doubt and worth. This time it's intensified considering that I will FINALLY be starting my Bachelors program in the fall, it's been a looonnggggg time coming. A very long time. I feel I have reached that point in my life where I am standing on the very edge of living. All this time I have been contained to a somewhat sheltered environment and if I succeed everything has the potential to change big time. I can only hope that all of this sacrificed time, money, blood, sweat, tears, and mental well being will pay off in the end. Until then I will confide in good company, good music, kind words, and continuous hot cups of tea.
Some encouraging words...
"Allow yourself to be a beginner. No one starts off being excellent."
"Doubt kills more dreams than failure ever will."
"Everyday may not be good...but there's something good in every day."
"There are far better things ahead than any we leave behind"
"Read books. Care about things. Get excited. Try not to be too down on yourself. Enjoy the ever present game of knowing."